Taking a break between cuddles, diaper changes, pumping sessions and sleeping to share!
I am going to post my birth story soon, I’m hoping to get to write it in the next day or so, it won’t be long and dramatic but I know several people are curious how my determined to VBAC self ended up with a cesarean.
For now, my heart has exploded! I knew I would have enough love for two but I didn’t understand how. You just do! What I love most right now is how much Nathaniel is in absolute love with Abigail. He wants to hold her, kiss her, hug her and protect her. It’s enough to make me burst into tears at random. It’s amazing. And she eats it up, she loves when she hears him and lights up at his kisses. I had no idea that this is how it would be. Having two kids is awesome, knowing we created these two perfect people is insane and I am drowning in glitter, hearts and rainbows. I was so worried it would be stressful and crazy and I’m just blissful, happy, full of love and hope and joy. Hopefully you stick with me through the disgustingly sweet phase of baby having but if you don’t, I will understand.
Look, it’s a baby!